there’s this thing about red dates.

today it happened again. just that i didnt hear about it, my mum pretended nothing happened. but something did. according to yixin, my mum did some of these today

• door slamming
• music blasting
• talk loudly

Not sure what all this is for. It caused unhappiness because my mum refuses to talk logic, listen to ppl’s ideas, and she thinks she’s right all the time. it’s getting tiring. She is like a 2yo or worse.

And samuel woke at 12+ saying “i want nothing, i dont want anything”. co-incidence? Not sure. But it happened.