“Life is 10% how u make it, and 90% how you take it”.
Badminton
Not sure how to take it – i really really hate people talking behind my back. Especially negative commenting. Example would be uncle david during badminton, or pham during fifa.
Now let’s break down negative emotions.
1 would be ego.
2 would “Fairness”.
3 : “why can’t he just shut the fuck up; he’s world champion meh”
4 : Competitiveness
5 : Significance
Why I will suck more when he talks
The more he talks, the more voices there are in my head. And it’s a downward spiral from there. I’ve lost 10-12 points before I managed to clear my head.
I am eager to prove him wrong, to prove that I’m not that bad. To shut his mouth.
I feel that the world is looking at my play, while he commentate.
Food vs badminton
Every meal i take, every run i make, will determine how I move during badminton. And I have to start making decisions that benefit me in the long run. Heavy breakfasts only hurt that day? Think again.
Let’s break it down again. I treat food like :
1 Comfort. I eat when i’m happy, sad, or just for the sake of it. It’s crazy.
2 When i order, im greedy. Better more than less. Better full than hungry.
3 When I eat, i want to get it over and done with at the soonest.
4 “I better eat more, and i will skip “next meal” later”. This is bad.
5 I don’t look hard at the composition of what I eat. For example, how much in sheer volume, plus what is protein, what is fibre, what is carbohydrate.
6 Addicted to sugar, downing drinks at one breath. Kopi C Siu dai is ok, but teh c siu dai is just disgusting.
Millenia Walk
So much for ‘Gaming Hub’ : A broken logitech driving setup, and loose XBoxOne analog controller, extremely warm environment. Was disappointed that they weren’t running games at every PC they’ve got. Till I saw this :
OMEN X Desktop PC – 900-260XE gaming
The Graphics card alone has 11gb of ram. lol. NVIDIA® GeForce® RTX 2080 Ti (11 GB GDDR6 dedicated)
She just said : You have 6k for your next gaming PC. That’s how much she thinks a good one is worth. That’s because she’s used to dealing with 100k enterprise hardware.
Was also wondering – i thought Logitech dropped the ‘tech’ from their branding, but it seems they reinstated their old name.
Kith cafe offers almost the same stuff as Canopy at Bishan. It’s kids friendly, but the seating at the tables are far too squeezed for comfort.
Anyway also learnt of this brand : leuchtturm1917
offering notebooks in bullet journaling format.
First music lesson
Been a while since we went to Sembawang Shopping Centre. This time, it’s at 940am, before anything is open – except yamaha, bk, and one dollar shop.
Was really pissed at the way the value shop aunty handled my transaction, but at that moment, I decided to be the bigger man and not give her my peace of mind. At the 2 seconds window, I thought, swallowed, thought of potential consequences, weighed my options, and thought – i will let it go.
It’s getting more common now. Letting things go. Practise makes perfect.
I have way too much anger and negativity with me than an average person. It’s affecting how I behave, react, and think.
Marriott buffet
Part of Compensation for Rachel’s birthday party. Their buffet is of much higher quality than the other hotels’ buffet, and better than the food at Rachel’s birthday party.
No time
I’m putting in at least 10 hours a day, and I usually rest during saturday, and better half of Sunday.
There are many things I’m looking at :
- crm integration, installation of software
- marketing : discussion with Ogilvy, and 2 other companies
- feastbump web building
- Product bugs/improvements from 3 countries (mostly TW)
- Helping out with production of Oddle Lite sales enablement material and “First 5 orders”
- Interview Taiwan Product Support, Product in SG
Honda Odyssey 2.4l
I think the car is no longer shiny – not sure how much efforts should i put in to maintain the car. Carwash every 2 weeks?
The creaking sound is no longer consistent – usually appears every 2 or 3 weeks, after going through bumps or Capeview carpark.
Bishan : Get ready
